Carrie

again

2003-03-27T03:25:34Z

i'm done with livejournal
people use it as a form of negative communication instead of the telephone... it's making me insanely upset.

i have a new journal somewhere else
i won't delete this because I don't want to lose all the enteries.

drowninglesson @ 2003-04-26T15:28:00

2003-03-26T20:41:12Z

if you can, PLEASE go to this show.. and tell everyone about it.. chris' band is coming up from NJ and it would be really great to have a good turn out.. PLUS Jillie is putting it on. and she's mah girl and you need to support her..

SUNDAY APRIL 6TH 2003
@ Classic Roxx in Cheektowaga
Doors @ 6:00 PM
$5 at the door
TABULA RASA (AF Records)
THE VACANCY (AF Records)
EVELYN HOPE
TODAY'S NOT TOMORROW
+ 1 MORE TBA

drowninglesson @ 2003-03-25T04:33:00

2003-03-25T09:45:16Z

this is all you will know of tonight

weird al rules
so does the "we're scared of you too" fanclub

the rest you'll have to ask me about
cuz its not for the LJ

<3 jason wade

ps. thank u megan

drowninglesson @ 2003-03-23T18:19:00

2003-03-23T23:30:08Z

i'm really really really angry
i know i should get over it.. but seriously..
people are so selfish
i just have to keep typing to get this off my chest
type type type
angry angry angry

i just need tomorrow

drowninglesson @ 2003-03-21T01:11:00

2003-03-21T06:42:11Z

the most amazing thing ever said

Brad: i like girls that wear abercrombie and fitch

i stayed up to find out what happend tonight..
but i got nothin

i'll retire now

drowninglesson @ 2003-03-14T23:23:00

2003-03-15T04:55:27Z

wow
i have said it before
and will say it again
you know who your best and truest friends
when you are at your worst

melanie suprised me by visiting tonight.
i had wanted her to come over but didnt say anything because who really wants to hang out with someone as sick as i am?
So she called and said.. "SUPRISE" and came over.. and and and.. she BOUGHT ME A CAREBEAR! i was so so so so so so so so so very excited and happy. it made my day/week/month.

thats all..
i just had to write that.

drowninglesson @ 2003-03-13T12:11:00

2003-03-13T17:37:33Z

well apparently my liver is fucked up too.. which could explain what happend on my bday.

lots of new meds to get today
maybe mom is takin me to get a haircut

if you didnt know

2003-03-11T04:40:08Z

taking back sunday is going to be on much music usa tomorrow night at 6

if you watch it
lemme know how it goes.. seenings how i dont get MMUSA

drowninglesson @ 2003-03-04T14:11:00

2003-03-04T19:32:08Z

i just want to make it known that i am so miserable
if you didnt know that allready
i have razor blades in my throat
everyone is going tonight.. and i cant
it makes me feel like shit
but i'd feel even worse if people didnt go somewhere because I can't
is this making sense? because well i took a lot of medicine already today
i could really use some company

drowninglesson @ 2003-02-11T12:16:00

2003-02-11T17:31:56Z

i've been neglecting this journal
i promise not to..

i write a lot in my other one (carebeth)

this one is seperate cuz i dont want people to know a lot about the diet just incase i fail

um .. i gotta go write in the other one now cuz im all sorts of excited

long time no update

2003-01-30T00:00:00Z

a lot of stuff has been going on.. and i barely remember to update my other journal..

i got in a car accident
and i'm going to have to have surgery

i've been following the plan pretty close..
i've lost almost 20 pds i believe.. allthough my scale doesnt work so i wouldnt know..

I still have the low carb treats that everyone says stay away from.. I think i'll be a little more cautious way down the line when i actually find my body under all the layers of fat.

my fav things to eat now are peanut butter cookies and the fake "pizza" i make...

i want to have a salad for dinner.. but i think i overdid the carbs with lunch so i'll go for the fake pizza..
salad tomorrow.

i was excersizing daily but stopped after the accident cuz im bruised and sore.. hopefully soon.

drowninglesson @ 2003-01-19T21:43:00

2003-01-20T02:38:39Z

today..
breakfast - low carb bar - 2

lunch .. 2 hard boiled egs.. - 1.6
broccoli with cheese - 2.7

snack - carbo lite candy bar - 1.3

dinner - pizza thing - 1

drowninglesson @ 2003-01-18T20:07:00

2003-01-19T01:08:12Z

grr.. i suck.. i havent wrote down what i've eatn since wed..

let me try and recap

today
low carb bar - 2
whopper with cheese no bun, ketchup, pickle and a tomato 3.2
chicken with ranch - 1
peperoni and cheese pizza that i made with no crust and sauce -1

yesterday:
more burgers - 2 (counting the lettuce/tomato)
bacon and egg omletts 1.6
pepperoni and cheese for a snack 1

thursday
what i can remember..
cucumbers with ranch 2.8
turkey and egg salad over chopped tomatoes 3.8
chicken with hot sauce

each day i also had a cup of koolaid with splenda -1
and a cheesecake brownie bar i made' -2

i think i did a good recap...

tomorrow is day 7!!!!

quick

2003-01-16T01:30:43Z

i just want to write this down before i forget so i can throw it in my atkins journal tomorrow

lunch - chicken with hot sauce
one serving of ranch - 1 carb
broccoli 1.7

dinner
turkey
tomato with mayo 3.2
desert
that thing i made.. 2 carbs

snack - cheese nips - 1

also had a glass of kooliad with spenda - 1 carb

i've been SUPER tired today.. lathargic even.. this has to do a lot with the fact i'm sick.. i cant breathe at all..

i'm so excited that i made a recipe and it worked out! go me

Also, i'm reading "she's come undone" it's a book about an overweight girl.. it's really disheartening.. it takes me through all the places I don't want to remember.

Day 2 ..

2003-01-15T00:34:20Z

Today .. well it was ok.. I was really tired but that's because I took some perscription codeine for my head/ear..

I went shopping..
for lunch i had chicken with cheese, bacon, and tomatoes
for dinner I had an egg and cheese omlette with broccoli

for some reason i feel like i went over somewhere or went wrong.. but it's impossible..

uh

2003-01-14T17:49:24Z

so i went shopping... I got a TON of stuff.. So i won't be hungry today.. sometimes sisters can be good.. I spent $30 but I got everything I wanted.. cheese, bacon, mayo, butter, brocc, cucumbers, ranch, splenda, diet rite, koolaid, tomatoes, eggs, i think that's it..

It's time to eat.. man im hungry

prospective lunch -
chicken breast with cheese and bacon
cucumbers and ranch

Day One of Induction

2003-01-13T23:41:26Z

I started this journal to document everything i'm eating/doing.

Today I ate
Breakfast-3 eggs overeasy
Lunch-Lemon Pepper Chicken and a Tomato
Dinner- More Chicken

that gives me 5 carbs for the day. If i counted right.
I have a 20 carb limit.

I didn't exersize.. Because I don't feel so well.. But if Mel comes over tomorrow we're going to go walking. She's not doing so well today. She doesnt feel well.. It's day 2 for her.

I've had about 7 glasses of water. I'm swimming

the only reason my menu was so limited is that we really have nothing here as far as things i can eat.. I have a list made for when i can get money to go to the store